Tune in. Put out.

Little things (1)

2011-12-15T19:34:00.000-08:00

that annoys me sometimes.

"People who facebooking/twittering while having a conversation with me"

I can actually write a very long essay for this, but maybe not here. Haha.

exhausted

2011-12-15T04:15:00.000-08:00

so there is nothing much too say. i am just tired.

anyway, sometimes instead of saying this:
" Why do you ask me? How do I know? You ask him la.."

maybe you can say it like this:
" I'm sorry. I don't know. Maybe you should try asking him."

simple-simple things that ppl said that is quite sickening, sometimes.
I ask question because i don't know and i believe u got the answer. Well even
if you don't know, don't be too harsh la.

Okay? Peace out.

Monggiok 5th Family Reunion (Pictures)

2011-07-10T22:22:00.001-07:00

So I did procrastinate. Okay, here are the promised-pictures. Ohyeah, pictures taken by amateur photographer, so faham2 la.

the real mount kinabalu

editing the family tree

grandmas and grandpa

registration counter

dad and the elders

elders

happy tired face

there are zillions more pictures from various photographers but these should be sufficient I guess.

Monggiok Family 5th reunion

2011-05-31T01:09:00.000-07:00

so it was held yesterday and it was a blast. although less people came this year.
promise to upload the photos (theres a lot of 'em) in my next post.

this year, the Gomurong family did the honour to organize the event. (im a Gomurong descendant- my great great... great great grandma)

more than 300 people estimatedly turned up.
food was great (both modern and traditional).
weather was good (sunny-cloudy-ish).

preparation the night before was great too. and tiring. but it was fun.

so, next post, hopefully i will not procrastinate.

:(

2011-05-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

i was still sleeping when my mother arrive from work today. she woke me up and ask me to fetch her to the hospital. i asked her why? she said, her colleague submitted to the ER and it was critical. upon arrival at the hospital, i see lots of people've waited there already.
my mother asked me to wait in the car. while waiting, i observed a lot of thing.
more and more people arrived. patiently waiting under the hot sun. colleagues, relatives, friends. after a while, his 2 sons, come out from the hospital building. the older is holding the youngest's hand. they walked out towards a car, tailing 3 women (i supposed, their relatives). seing their face of uncertainty, their tears, made me sad.
10 minutes later, a van arrived. with some arabic words on it. and i know, he didnt make it.

He was my mother's colleague. They called him 'boss' since he is the headmaster. He always come to our house, without any notice, to talk to my parent. me and my siblings will miss that for sure. the last time i saw him is when i go to school to pick up my mother. since me, my mother and my sister will go to KK that afternoon for my sister medical checkup, she asked my mother who will drive there? ningkan will drive, my mother told him. he said 'oh, pelan2 saja kamu.' (means drive carefully).

my deepest condonlences to the family members.

i still cant accept the fact that he is gone. it just feel so unreal.
human. we never know when our time will arrive.
made me realized a lots of thing.

R.I.P

you can call this post whatever

2011-05-19T23:24:00.000-07:00

so its been 3 weeks? i mean holiday.
and its killing me already.

like any typical semester break, i will spend most of my time hibernating at home.
doing nothing. Really! doing nothing as in not doing anything.
well unless of course you call sleeping and eating a 'thing'.

ohya, i did became my mum's chauffeur! hey, it ain't that easy, okay. everyday have to drive at 6am sharp. and the school is like 15km or 20km from our house? but i usually woke up at 6am sharp and straightaway drive my mother there. screw my sleepy face, messy hair or my teeth. (maximising sleeping hour) :) but now im taking a leave. not sure for how long. sorry mum.

moving on, ohya my schoolmates came to sabah for holidays. Joined them on their first day.
i felt sorry for them because i didnt really bring them around. sorry guys.

so talking about holiday, again.
1. my ipod become less significant
2. tv is my new bestfriend
3. sleep, sleep and more sleep
4. driving around, a LOT!
5. more TV?
6. maybe some facebook.
7. sucky TMnet internet (suck tahap chipsmore)

till next time or post or whatever.

I’m back

2011-04-30T07:21:00.000-07:00

3 weeks of study and exam makes me forgot that I actually owned a blog.

so I can just write something stupid or put some non-sense picture, and voila! a new post!

or maybe in this post, we just have a moment of silence. well even better I think.

awesomely hilarious~

2011-03-30T19:34:00.001-07:00

Perak to adhere to fatwa banning 'Poco-Poco' dance

IPOH: The Perak government will adhere to the ruling made by the Perak Fatwa Committee banning the poco-poco dance, Mentri Besar Datuk Seri Dr Zambry Abdul Kadir said Wednesday.

He said after the fatwa (edict) was issued, all quarters should respect it and not create any dispute on the matter.

The mentri besar was commenting on the report published by a local daily on Perak Mufti Tan Sri Harussani Zakaria's statement that the committee had ruled that the dance is haram for Muslims.

Harussani was also reported as saying that the dance was haram because it had elements of Christianity and soul worshipping, and that the edict would be gazetted soon.

– Bernama

** taken from the star online.

My comment:

I dont mind la if you want to ban(mengharamkan) ppl from menari poco2. BUT jgn la guna alasan yang bodoh2 pula.. Im a Christian and im pretty sure that we never dance POCO2 in church (FUNNY). And can anyone tell me which part of POCO2 is an element of Christianity? Main cakap ja.. Padahal, tdk tau pa2 pun pasal Christianity. Its a good thing Christianity teach us to love our neighbour regardless of what. To Perak Fatwa, cari la alasan yang lebih logik and munasabah. Don’t make yourself look stupid.

I wonder how much time and energy Perak fatwa committee spend just to do research on Poco2 dance and to actually mengharamkan the dance.

I respect yours, and you respect mine. Simple.

Reconstructed

2011-03-30T09:56:00.000-07:00

i changed the design of my blog.
Simpler. Less irritating to eyes.

Too fast, Too curious?

2011-03-28T21:37:00.001-07:00

ni biar betul ni? im curious.. JPJ punya tools ni ada cop sirim jg ka??

mengalahkan kereta ferrari, bucatti or yg sewaktu dgnnya..

pemandu boleh jadi F1 racer yang cemerlang..

polis/jpj? FAIL!

Friday, Friday, Friday

2011-03-25T07:28:00.001-07:00

So i really got nothing better to do.. well since its friday, here Rebecca Black’s Friday versi bahasa melayu.. and yeah Direct translation is more fun… so here goes nothing.

7 pagi, bangun pagi

Mesti segar, mesti turun ke tingkat bawah

Mesti ada mangkuk, mesti ada bijiran

Melihat semuanya, masa berlalu

Berdetik detik, semua tergesa-gesa

Mesti pergi ke perhentian bas

Mesti menangkap bas saya, saya melihat kawan2 saya (kawan2 saya)

Menendang di tempat duduk hadapan

Duduk di tempat duduk belakang

Saya mesti membuat keputusan

Kerusi mana yang saya harus duduki?

Sekarang jumaat, jumaat

Mesti turun (?) pada hari jumaat

Semua orang tertunggu-tunggu hujung minggu, hujung minggu

Berpesta, berpesta (yeah)

Seronok, seronok, seronok, seronok

Semua tidak sabar hujung minggu

7.45 kami memandu di lebuh raya

Meluncur sangat laju, saya mau masa terbang

Seronok, seronok, memikirkan tentang keseronokan

Awak tahu ini apa

Kawan saya di sebelah kanan saya, ay

Saya dapat ini, awak dapat ini

Sekarang awak tahu

Menendang di tempat duduk hadapan

Duduk di tempat duduk belakang

Saya mesti membuat keputusan

Kerusi mana yang saya harus duduki?

Berpesta, berpesta (yeah)

Seronok, seronok, seronok, seronok

Semua tidak sabar hujung minggu

Kelmarin hari khamis, khamis

Hari ini jumaat, jumaat (pesta)

Kami-kami-kami semua sangat gembira

Kita semua mesti ada bola (?) hari ini

R-B Rbecca Hitam

Sangat santai/sejuk di kerusi hadapan (kerusi hadapan)

Di kerusi belakang (di kerusi belakang)

Saya memandu, meluncur (yeah,yeah)

Lorong laju, bertukar lorong

Dengan kereta di sebelah saya (woo!)

Melalui sekolah dihadapan saya

Berdetik,detik, ingin berteriak

Memeriksa masa saya, hari Jumaat, hujung minggu

Kami akan bergembira mari mari semua…

LOL. fans of rebecca black,, no offense.. Its friday, this is how i have my fun.

God hear my cry.

2011-03-24T21:34:00.001-07:00

My heavenly Father, sorry to bother you again.
I guess you see that it's me.
You are the king of kings and the creator of all.
You decide what will and won't be.

I thank you for the things You have given.
I ask forgiveness for my sins.
I ask for health and safety for my family.
Now here is where my problem begins.

I feel I am spiraling into a very dark place.
I am consumed by this anger, pain, and fear.
I need your help, Your love
Oh God, I hope all this You can hear.

It feels as though I can't go on much longer.
The pain is through and through.
I fight the thoughts, the anger, the dark
It just won't go away, I need You.

Hear my cry for peace and healing.
Erase the thoughts from my head.
I don't know how much more I can take,
For this, I'd rather be dead.

Help me, God, to forgive and forget.
Forgiveness would at least be a start.
For there is no closure, no ending
The anger is consuming my heart.

I don't want to be like this.
I do not like the person I see.
Hear my cry and hear it well
Your help is needed by me.

When I think I can go on no longer,
You always pull me through.
With just enough pushing and pulling
I can always count on You.
Amen.

Pointless updates

2011-03-16T09:43:00.001-07:00

This week has been a tiring week, again. But its a normal week i guess, as a student.

Have been busy with lots of things this semester. Test, assignments, industrial trip, polymer night, school night, career fair night, lab report, CF.

But everything went ok i think. Though got the lowest course mark for Latex subject, but i ain’t giving up now.

Visit to the glove plant was awesome. Indeed got free sauna, just like Dr.Azura mentioned.

Talking bout polymer night, it was great. Performance-1st place. Recycling plastic competition-1st place. All our hardwork paid off.

Got test coming up. I’m not ready, but yeah, will force myself to stay at library 2mrw.

So have a nice day people. Off to bed now. I miss my family. End.

To whom it may concern

2011-03-14T05:25:00.001-07:00

To YB (as in yang berhormat),

You might be genius, but your attitude is not.

You might not be happy with the lecturers, but you still a zillion miles to become as good as her.

You might feel you are too good to be teach, but you are still nothing.

You might feel you are very significant in class, but you are not.

You might think that you know it all, but you still didn’t get perfect result.

You are rude, selfish, annoying person. And i’m stupid because im spending 5 minutes of my precious time to write about you. Your attitude wont get you anyway la, even if you are that clever.

P/s-hormatilah guru anda supaya YB pun dihormati…

Just feel like sharing this~

2011-02-21T02:44:00.001-08:00

Open letter to Datuk Siti Nor Bahyah — Alwyn Lau

February 12, 2011

FEB 12 — Dear Datuk Siti,

I view with concern the video of your talk regarding Valentine’s Day delivered in 2009 but presently circulating on YouTube.

As a Christian, I respect and seek to learn from the perspectives of other religions. As such, I appreciate your reminder that as responsible communities we shouldn’t follow a particular practice uncritically and that we ought to examine its historical roots. I side with you on the need to educate the younger generation on the historical and cultural connotations and ‘baggage’ associated with events like Valentine’s Day.

I also respect your views about the status of Valentine’s Day within Islam and I don’t wish to intrude on your doctrinal deliberations on what is or is not ‘haram’ under Islam or what the Prophet Muhammad (s.a.a.w.) taught.

Nevertheless, I have to gently but firmly voice an objection to your statement that vices, clubbing and secret/illegitimate sexual rendezvous by couples are a tradition for Christian societies, specifically your statement that, “Maksiat, disco, couple bersunyi-sunyian ialah tradisi bagi masyarakat beragama Kristian.”

I may agree cautiously that such practices are a cultural overflow from Western countries (which have undergone heavy secularization and liberalisation) but to equate these with the traditions of the

Christian faith is to do injustice to your own advice to be cognisant of the historical and global factors of any particular event, in this case, the Christian faith itself.

The teachings of Jesus Christ was never about committing vices, indulging in time-wasting practices, committing secret sins of the flesh and even less about the irresponsible raising of rose prices! In fact, the stories you brought up illustrate at least one positive connection between Valentine’s Day and the true traditions of the Christian Church: the endearing power of love and sacrifice.

Even in today’s churches, Christian leaders continually exhort our younger generation to be careful and discerning about how and where they spend their time and money, to be chaste and modest, to remain godly in speech and conduct, to be generous in giving and, most of all, to be kind, forgiving and to love others in a self-forsaking manner, the very same way that our Lord Jesus Christ has loved us.

Ultimately, please understand that I am fully with you in your intention to protect the dignity and personhood of our young people from illegitimate and pre-marital sexual activities. Likewise, I salute your reminder to all unmarried couples that romantic love — exhilarating and wonderful as it is – comes with great responsibility yand maturity which may hardly appear or feel ‘romantic’ but is in fact the source of true love.

May we continue to learn from each other’s traditions and teachings.

* Alwyn Lau reads The Malaysian Insider.

* This is the personal opinion of the writer or publication. The i do not endorse the view unless specified.

Politics

2011-02-20T08:02:00.001-08:00

so almost every ipta is having their MPP election now. campaign, rapat umum, posters, banners, bla bla…

well today i accidently read this one blog talking bout the politics in my campus. i never know it is so ‘malaysian-politics’ kinda thing.

somehow i felt, it is more of a battle between races which is kinda suck.

talkin bout the blog, this guy actually talking bout the 2 candidates and the politics behind it.. not gonna explain it here because i think some of the facts is unreliable. cut the story short, the blogger actually rooting for the candidates which is not of his race.

he got a valid reason for doing so. and every people have their rights to choose right?

one thing that really distract me is that, got some brainless people commented on his blog by saying that he is a traitor of his race, religion. well, that is the soft way of saying that. what the people comment on his blog is way cruel..

well, suka hati dia la… he want to sokong anyone is his own right la.. at least he is not blinded by race only. at least he think of his decision. not like some people who sokong blindly and think blood/race is all that matter.

hello!! we do not vote according to that (race/religion) la.. for me, i won’t vote a candidates of my own race if he is not capable of being a good leader.

To those who gonna vote, vote for the right reason la..

and For those of you who is still a katak di bawah tempurung or masih berada di bawah tampuk pemikiran kolot:

RACISM IS SO YESTERDAY!!!!

p/s- my school’s candidate won tanpa bertanding,, so no politics is involved i think.

Charlie, you can bit me anytime~

2011-02-08T02:02:00.001-08:00

no i’m not talkin about charlie, the bug who gives poisonous love bite. and im not talking about charlie chaplin the entertainer.

i’m talkin bout charlie, the baby who bit his brother’s finger in a very cute manner. (i am not exaggerating) .

There’s something bout this video that makes me watch it over and over again. You can see happiness, laughter, love, pain, tears, forgiveness in one short video.

Well, harry’s (the brother) english accent sounded cool. and of course charlie is a cute baby. No wonder its one of the most watched videos in youtube.

You should totally watch this.

anyway, charlie, u can bit me anytime :)

grow UP please.

2011-02-06T05:03:00.001-08:00

just accept the fact la.

how much more time you need to grow up?

people experiencing the same thing as you did. some are even worse than yours. but they are not ‘terlebih-lebih’ as you did.

Maybe that is just the way you are, but please la.. even my little sister is way matured than you do.

one more thing, you don’t have to tell around the whole world about your childish feeling. you just make other people getting more and more annoyed.

‘post ini tidak ada kena-mengena dgn sesiapa so jgn perasan’

My name is…

2011-02-01T05:11:00.001-08:00

I’ve come up with this thing while im browsing for nothing~ the website can decipher your name. So what the site claimed. I dont really believe stuff like this, but whatever~ i dont have anything more to write/offer in my blog..

You entered: andre ningkan gaduan

There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 79
There are 7 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:

Portuguese
Male, Manly; brave. Variant of English Andrew.

French
Male, Masculine; manly; brave.

English
Male, Variant of Andrew: Brave; Manly. Famous Bearer: Prince Andrew.

Your number is: 7

The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.

The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.

If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.

student

2011-01-17T07:45:00.001-08:00

(caution! this post is intended for student only)

honestly, i am not that kind of student who excited for every assignment, lab report and stuff. yeah, i do complain a lot. complain bout this, that. especially when the dateline is just around the corner. Well, being a normal-ordinary student i can’t runaway from doing things last minute, procrastinating, copy-paste’ing and many more.

anyway, today i read a post from a friend in some social network. Thank God i read it. Its a big wake up call for me. In her post, she ask why everytime lecturer gives assignment, we will complain and complain and keep complaining. Isn’t our duty as student is to do those stuff? Why are we doing this? Do we really want to gain knowledge? Or is it because of money? glamour life? getting super high result?or just a degree? well, you know what you want.

wherever that is, we should be humble when accepting any task given by our lecturers. Right? Stop complaining (i will try my best). and stop cursing lecturer (lol~ i know everyone love to do that).

Oh yeah, ‘stop complaining’ is one of my new year’s resolution. =) well, i must start somewhere right?

Simpang Mengayau & Kudat Trip ‘Dec 2010

2011-01-07T00:59:00.001-08:00

date         : forgot.

trippers   : aaron, dean, frankie, flor, vianah and me.

comments: it was fun and windy.

food          : dean & vianah (thanks!!)

beach! here we come!!

blue ocean. no photoshop is used, it is blue

the 2 ladies in action

us + so-called ‘the tip of borneo’

look at their face.. so drama~

aaron is ready to jump. dean is in action (panjat pokok). lots of trees become his victim.

blow wind blow~

dean and his faithful sony.

frankie~ close up

a skema group photo.

wicked~ aaron is a big giant who walk on the sea

thinking outside the box~

smiley frankie =)

here comes another skema photo~

2 guys panjat here and there, ended up being up there.

the 2 ladies (tan and toh) again is in action. so syok sendiri.

some ribena kids playin with bubbles. =.=||

some guy who believe if he can fly~ literally

dean: im missing some1...

aaron: yipee~do i look cute if i do like these?

Long and Winding Road

2010-12-28T18:40:00.001-08:00

Well the title does sound a bit corny. A lot actually.

Anyway, this is my first post during the holiday which is kinda sad(as in pathetic) since my break will be over in less than one week. Break=more fun=more to write isn’t it?

So a quick recap of what happened during my holiday (with no pictures attached; ill work on that later)

National Conference, Port Dickson
Melaka Trip with CFers
KB trip with my sis and her friends.
Trip with friends to Simpang Mengayau & Kudat
Christmas Carol
Christmas Eve at SIB Pekan Church
Christmas at SIB Pekan Church
Post-Christmas at my dad’s hometown

You see i didnt really do a lot during the holiday. Maybe got la, a lil bit.

Anyway, last week i checked my result. Praise the Lord, this time it is more than i think i could get. Its quite unexpected. Im very happy.

So last week also, i was so semangat want to register for next semester but i failed to register 2 subjects because of some stupid reason. So next semester gonna be quite free for me. I wonder what gonna happen during my 3rd year.

Got to stop now. I havent even brush my teeth. Ngee..

Update

2010-12-14T23:20:00.001-08:00

Bnyk jg sy mau tulis ba ni… tapi sy mcm malas2 ni.. well, its holiday. u cant blame me. =P

tgokla kalau sy rajin sy update2 jg…

Its a long week

2010-11-19T08:12:00.001-08:00

So this week may not be the best week i have in university.

Exam is still going on. Kinda tired with studying and waking up early. But i don’t want to loose my focus this time (why the heck i still have time writing these?).

So as i was facing the book this evening, i discovered one new fact. One fact that destroyed all of (maybe part of) my hope. I’m not happy with this ‘fact’. I was so stupid all of this while thinking that this ‘fact’ may happen to me. Sadly no. Well its time to accept the ‘fact’ and move on.

~sekadar gambar hiasan sahaja~

What? Don’t know what am i talking about? It doesn’t matter anyway. At least i know what am i crappin about.

Now its your turn, KAT!!!!

2010-11-14T09:05:00.001-08:00

Phew… to be fair to all november’s baby, no present to you too.. Just a simple post dedicated especially for you. (Still thinking what im gonna write). Ok miao miao.. tahan ja kalau sy bjiwang.. Dean, teda unsur2 romantis juga ni. So hope you dont mind. Heheh..

I know Kat since i was.. i dont know.. cant recall. But im sure we know each other since we were very young. Our parents are both teachers. Her parent and my dad used to teach at the same school. If im not mistaken, we used to be neighbour. Anyway, that was back when i was a kid. So i don’t really remember. I know her pretty well, i guess. Because my parent and hers are good friend.

Haha.. to be honest, me and Kat doesn’t really fit in together when we were in form 4. The reason behind remained as mystery. Even to myself. But during form 5 i kinda closer to her because every morning or every free time, she and her friends will go linger around my table. Haha.. And i like the way she joke or kidding around. (banyak lagi ni cerita hangat, tapi sy kasi pendek ja la…)

Back during form 5, she is very good with accounting. So since accounting paper during SPM is the last paper, and got 1 week gap before that paper, she and Jack help me and Dean with that paper. Thanks to her, i got A1.

Anyway, we got closer when we entered matric together. I remember me, Dean and Kat enter there together. That was among the best time during matric. The night before we officially enter matric, me, Dean and her chatted all night long. During matric, she has been a good listener to some of my problems, and i really appreciate that. And we leave matric together as well. Lots of thing has changed before and after matric but i know for sure we still a very good friend.

Kat now is a future teacher. So to you IMUT, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY.. Tua sdah kau tu.. Jangan perasan muda lagi. hehe.. God bless you in your future undertaking. I believe you will become a great teacher someday. And i pray for you and him too.. heheheheh…

Happy Birthday Frankie!

2010-11-13T10:37:00.001-08:00

14th of November. So its my friend, Frankie birthday. So i want to give him something special for his birthday this year but distance really limit me to do so. Thought of sending him a video that i made but again, i came upon a disappointment; my adobe after effects expired long time ago. Sigh~

So here i am writing and dedicating this special post for Frankie. Its nothin much~ obviously. And I am not a good writer as well. But Frankie this is for you. I know there’s a ‘jiwang’ part but bare with me please. Haha.

So me and Frankie have been best pal for almost 7 years and still is. I first know him when we were in Form 1. Back then I only have a few pals because I came from a different school. Somehow after we moved to a new class, we clicked together. I remember our first topic; bout some anime (who i shall not mention) shown in NTV7. Right after that i knew he can be a good friend. Indeed he is.

I remember during form 1 he will never skip his recess meal. LOL. He’ll make sure he buy something from canteen. Well different from him, i don’t really like crowded places like the school canteen. For that reason, I eat didn’t during recess. As time goes by, i noticed he also skip his meal more often.

We become closer when we were in form 3. We attend the same tuition class, which was among the best time we had together. Yeah i know, its tuition class. We also always went to additional class together. Sometimes, skip school together. Anyway, both of us got good result for PMR.

Form 4 and 5 we were separated. But we still a good friend. Our class is just side by side btw. During form 5 we attend the Al-Bukhari’s class. That’s where we have lots of fun. Together with Flor and Freacie, we were insane. So soon after SPM, we enter matric together. In the midst of our study, we still managed to hang out with the rest of my friends. Anyway, now we’re in different university. There’s a lot of thing that we cant do together like last time because of the distance. But everytime during the break, we’ll make sure we have fun with the rest of our friends.

Anyway, here 10 facts about Frankie:

1. His real name is Frankie Winchester Bouvier

2. He is Simple Plan’s die-hard fan.

3. He loves his brother’s tv show; SUPERNATURAL

4. He cant live without music.

5. He got a nice singing voice (seriously dude)

6. You will not be able/have the chance to see his face without his glasses on.

7. He loves to watch anime

8. He almost drown once in Sunway Lagoon

9. His palm sweat a lot. I mean a lot.

10. He got a very cool-handsome friend, and its Me!!!!

Frankie, dont kill me for the facts given above.. hehe.. Nway, i miss all the time we’ve spent before. We’ve been thru the good and the bad. Its such a privilege to have a friend like you and I really thank God for that. So happy 20th birtday. I pray you’ll grow in your faith as well as success in whatever thing you’re doing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANKIE!!!!!

How is your week?

2010-11-06T00:22:00.001-07:00

So i got around 5 minutes to finish this post. The book is calling. But ill try my best :)

So study week is indeed a study week. This semester, i had the most fun study week ever. Usually when study week arrive, ill go crazy. This time, im enjoying it. Why? Well i got to study at church. Got air-conds, enough food but the most significant one would be my CF friends. Great time with them. I didn’t skip any meal which i normally did during study week. From yam rice to pizza, and 2.50bucks meal to japanese food, well i couldn’t ask for more. :)

Anyway, ill start my first paper this monday. I dont know whether im really ready or not. I’ve done lots of reading and exercises. Hope it will pay off.

Recently, someone boast about something. He didn’t realize that what he said actually hit me like a bullet. I worked hard you know, and maybe its easy for you to say. For your information dude, it was not easy for me. I don’t have super-brain like you do. And it is the period of time where i dealt with lots of issues. I may have an unsatisfactory outcome, but you know what, I'm proud of what i got and i thank God for that. One more thing, don’t simply say things. Different people got different ability. And don’t think just because you are this one ‘kind’ of people, you are better than anyone else. Period.

1 minute sermon.

2010-10-26T10:18:00.001-07:00

Watch and read this one. Its by Tamara Lowe. It is short, straight-forward & interesting.

“To be a Survivor in this Amazing Race with the Need for Speed you need God’s Grace and if your desperate like housewives watching days of our lives, you can’t cope without hope and that is not on a soap. If your looking to Oprah or Dr. Phil you can shop non-stop or pop a pill, but the void won’t fill and the pain won’t kill until you love the one that hung on a hill. Kicking back in your lazy boy easy chair watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire, nah your not gonna find it there. No American Idol or Council Tribal has the final answer that will satisfy ya. C. S. I. ain’t got a clue. S.V.U. Don’t know what to do Not the E R or those seen on a CD TV DVD or MP3 can save you and me. CNN has got no Good News here’s a headline you must choose. It’s not a simple life Paris Hilton, It’s treading on thin ice living in sin. You can be an apprentice for Donald Trump or eat Fear Factor fast food from a dump you can be a heavy hitter or wheel of fortune winner or a Fox news no spin spinner or flat sinner but you better check this life that your livin’ and make sure your sins are forgiven I bet cha 50 cent Elvis done come and went, and eventually every Black-eyed-pea, Gwen Stefani, P-Diddy and Britney. Every wanna-be on M T V with their Icy Bling, every Dixie Chick that Sings, they all gonna see the king of kings. I don’t care if your J-Lo, Leno or Bono. One thing you gotta know. Some day your gonna die, Bro. Then Where are you gonna go. Hey, i’m not talking some punk junk that is irrelevant. Like your Grandma’s church from way back when. It’s not some preacher feature on T B N. that you need to be liking or listening. The real superstar is Jesus Christ. He’s the way, the truth and the life. One day he’s gonna split the sky. He is the brightest light and the highest high and so what I came to say and what I’m telling you is don’t buy that stupid stuff they be selling ya it’s all designed to fill your head and waste your space until your dead here’s the bottom line in my rhyme. Give your life to God while there is still time.”

Awesome. Have a nice a day everyone. Listen and think about what she say.

我很忙！

2010-10-09T02:35:00.001-07:00

Okay thats the only sentences which i know how to write based on my condition now. I cant think of anymore or more like i dont know any other words. Im still clueless on what to write. Maybe i dont have much to talk about. My daily life? No, its boring trust me. But yeah im pretty busy and still eating cafe’s food. I couldnt ask for more.

Oh yeah, talkin about cafe, got this one thing happened which i dont remember what day it is but it happened this week at one of the cafe in lembaran cafe.

So, me and my friend, Bannard, wants to have our lunch. As we grab our plate and waiting for our turn to take the rice, suddenly got this one girl (i better not describe her) went straight for the rice without even considering to line up and wait for her turn. I really dont mind actually about her getting the food first but i hate it when people got this very clever brain but dont have itsy bitsy of courteous in them. I know you are very hungry la. But there’s nothing wrong of asking first.

There goes all your adat bersopan-santun. I can call you a disgrace to your own race. I dont really make a big deal bout this kind of things, but i cant stand when clever girls do that. I know la you got dean’s list or whatever list available on the market, but what you did is so wrong girl. Penat mak ayah didik baik2. Ni ke hasil dier? (See, even my semenanjung’s slang is in action now.)

So to this hungry-girl, next time tak payah nak sombong2 k? Saye kenal awak. Tau lah pandai, tapi tak molek tau pompuan buat camtu. Kitorang tak kesah pun awak nak makan dulu, and kitorang faham awak lapar, tapi hormat2 la manusia laen k? (there goes my semenanjung’s slang again).

Phew, if this topic come out in any Bahasa’s exam, i dont mind if you guys cut and paste from this post. And anyone hungry out there, remember to respect other people. What you do is a living proof of moral values you have.

This is dedicated to my polymer's friends

2010-09-26T10:59:00.001-07:00

Ok skip the intro. the title says it all. Oh yeah keep in mind that the post your about to read, some are facts, and some are fictional. I’ll keep you informed which one is one.

This one is for you guys. Bannard and Diana who so semangat to be inside this nonsense blog. Im pretty sure you’ll become famous after your name mentioned here (fictional).

So today im so excited because its Friday! What is better that the day before weekends? To make it more exciting, i got only 1 hour class. Yipee! (This one is a definite fact). To make the story short, i go to class happily. And then waited for about 10minutes then the lecture came and informed us that class today again is cancelled. i was like speechless for one moment. There goes all my excitement and 30minutes-precious-time in front of the mirror in the morning, tryin to look good before going to class.

Then he told us something about doing our assignment and appreciating our weaknesses and the rest i dont really pay attention because i was too busy looking at CCM’s big bag he brought to class. And im busy talking to him. Hey, dont blame me. CCM’s topic is much more interesting. Sorry Dr.Z i got nothing against you btw. (Hell yeah its a fact)

Ok stop talkin bout myself (it should be bout my friends). mmmm let me think. what should i write? maybe these will work.

My coursemate Bannard is a extraordinary-handsome dude that many parent would want their daughter to be married to. Bannard, puas hati? What? Not enough? Ok fine. He looks a bit like Shah Rukh Khan + Brad Pitt = you must belanja me after this!! Ok back to serious business. My first impression of Bannard which is during first year is OMG he is such a serious (mcm nak makan org) and scary dude. But when i get to know him more he is the opposite of that. He’s very funny. Anyway, for you girls punya information, he is single (based on trusted source).

Next up my another course mate Diana. First time i heard her voice, i was like, did she make that voice up?? Haha its like talkin to a baby. Lol. Having said that, she is nothing like a baby. Anyway, she is very nice (you must belanja me also) and i really like when we go kacau and bully our other friends. (They know who they are).

Ok. I will not be able to put picture since i haven’t receive the photos from CCM. Wow its a long post!!! Other friends? maybe next post. Too long already. I wonder if people really dig this up.

dude, it is so obvious

2010-09-21T17:42:00.001-07:00

no need introduction. this is posted for a reason.

yeah dude, it is so obvious. yeah wat u r doin. although ko ja yg tdk perasan kali..

ada org kalau sdah jmpa yg baru, yg lama di kasi biar/buang ja.

mcm la sy tdk tau. sy tau la ko sdah boring tp yg lama tu pun masih jg kwn ba.

mcm d setiap dahi org ada cap expiry date ni. sigh~

just so you know, we all tdk buat cmtu sama kau.

bah be happy2 la dgn ur brand new cool stuff (soon to be expired perhaps)

im sure there will be a time u will perasan wat u r doin.

holiday’s update

2010-09-15T10:16:00.001-07:00

so let me go straight to the points.

i was reading someone’s blog just now. that someone is an old classmate. reading his blog makes me realize how far behind i am now. its not that im not grateful of the things i am/have now, but the thing is, we used to be neck and neck. well, i guess not anymore. both physically ( i meant the distance) and intellectually, i am nothin compared to him. now, not only he read the world, but now he experienced and touched the world. sigh~ im still reading.

(okay done with the opening, you can start reading from down here)

yeah. last week i went on an island trip to pulau sapi with my pals. it was a blast. fun. not to forget my tanned skin. sigh~

anyway, i just wish that all my friends can join the trip too. but most of them cant go back sabah. Its okay friends!! next time!!!

anyway, here are some pictures.

the trippers

the journey (frankie’s car) inside:flor,frankie,me

the guys (dinner at 1B)

the boat ride that ruined my 30minutes-hair-stylin

upon arrival at the island.

the earliest to arrive. managed to secure a nice spot for us

the beach

amateurs snorkelers (frankie too busy catchin sands with the goggle on)

so called ajk makanan

reachin kk

jesselton point.

there are some other picture i would love to include but im too lazy. and no, im not gonna include the picture when i snorkelling. i look ugly and tired. lol. anyway, picture taken using frankie’s dslr. photographer? i think almost everyone touched the camera.

so its holiday huh?

2010-09-04T07:51:00.001-07:00

its saturday. mid-semester break started. less people now in campus. stupid me i should’ve buy earlier tickets. waiting is killing me.

there’s an infinite silence in the campus. no more people singing, crapping or whatever. somehow i feel uneasy.

anyway, it is such a boring day. doin nothing. but lookin forward for 2mrw. finally can go back home.

let see what i did today:

3am- laundry then eat maggie(my best friend) then sleep until 11am. 100% satisfied.
download series&anime from sharers (good thing, few still online)
watch all the series i downloaded
play the keyboard
eat biscuits for lunch (no, im not dieting)
singing some songs like crazy (well, no one is around)
afternoon nap (more like a night sleep)
emo’ing (no comment)
watch funny videos in youtube about some filipino gays who r watchin miss universe (credits to Jp who shares the link)
link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bpQZVQrMKQ , trust me it will rock your day!
eat dinner at cafe (sigh)
facebook
packing up my luggage
emo’ing (again)
blogging
playing some gameboy games

hmmm i couldnt ask for more =.=’’’

your loudness is very annoying

2010-08-21T11:12:00.001-07:00

hish bikin panas betul. tau la sana ko mau study group dgn kawan2 kau. tapi ni bukan bilik ko ja. sy pun mau study jg bah!! bukan ko satu urg ja.. hish buduh tul. tidak bertamadun betul ni. kalau ya pun mau stdy group, control2 la sikit tu bunyi. nasib baik sy ni senior yg diam2 ja. kalau sy jahat, lama sdah sy tendang ko keluar dari bilik bersama2 kawan ko yg myumbang kpd kbisingan dlm bilik. suruh la ba kawan ko balik bilik durg. jam 2 sdah ni. masa tidur urg normal sdah ni.. pokemon betul. ketawa bukan main kuat. nda payah la sampai satu dunia dengar kamu b’cakap. hish.. kalau siang ni, batal sdah puasa sy sbb marah. pa la problem kamu ni.. nda jg sy bising2 d bilik sblm ni.. sy respect juga kalau kau study. teda bunyi2an pun sy kasi kalau ko belajar. geram betul.. adalah kepala urg sy makan hidup2 ni,, biar pun ko nda pham apa sy tulis, yg penting sy puas hati. tapi kan, sy belum lagi puas hati ni.,., masih lagi kamu bising2.

guess i have to bare another noisy nite.

missed my roomates during matrix. =.=’’’’’

crappin’

2010-07-28T09:26:00.001-07:00

i dont know la.. i just feel that the only ‘thing’ that left for me to feel good now has been taken away. Call me selfish, but i think things should return back to like last time. Back to where the things that makes me feel good is there for me only. No other people will disturb it. But i guess, its simply impossible.

Ok enough bout that. If you don’t understand, i was referring the ‘thing’ to lots of stuff. One of them is my beloved youtube. Well USM once again makes my life a bit miserable by blockin the site. Cannot watch madTV . And cannot watch Susan Boyle singing (i make this one up). But whatever. The thing is, i cannot go watch youtube anymore! Bertambahlah penyeksaan terhadap diriku ini. (baku gitu~)

Well the ‘thing’ also referring to other stuff which i should not mention here because if i did, ill be the stupidest person ever. ~although the point of writing a blog is to spill everything out. But this one i have to pass.

Anyway, because of the ‘thing’ (or more like a ‘thingS’ ), i think i lost a few kilos already. But nevermind la. I still can blame my metabolism. Lol i know, im very lucky.

Force over area is equal to ??? That is how i really feel now. I just don’t like the fact that, they might ruined my so-called comfort-zone again.

Gosh let me stop now. I prefer sleeping more than crapping. zzzzzzzzzzz

End. (well if you read until this part, congrats, you just wasted some of your precious time reading some crap)

another boring post

2010-07-26T03:51:00.001-07:00

well as usual, i will start my post with “its been a while la i did not update my blog”. My defends? Too busy or too lazy. Either one.

Anyway, i got read this one post from someone which i should not mention. And its about religion. Phew.. sensitive issues. So my respond? Well we all got our own belief rite? So i don’t think its really necessary to say something bad and quite judgemental to other religion just to show yours are the right one. Don’t you think we should respect each other? I respect your belief and you should do that too rite? I think if we say something bad to other religion, it shows that yours are even worse right? I don’t think that saying something bad to others is in line with any religion in the world. In fact if you think yours are the truth, why don’t set a good example to others? I just couldn’t understand. All i was saying is that, hatred wont get you anyway. Well it wont get anyone, anywhere. Daripada you busy2 lookin for other’s weaknesses, why don’t you look into yours first. I’m not perfect, neither are you. Well no one is perfect. But as a human, we still can differentiate between good thing or bad thing.

Ok enough about that. Its getting boring. So let me tell a lil bit of what i’ve been doin thru’out these 2 weeks in usm. Well as usual, classes took most of my time. Yeah!! whatever~ First week is very awkward. Second week, i think i adapted. Keep myself busy with CF activities, which is one of the thing i like to do. CF organize a welcoming night for the 1st year students. Lots of people turn up that night which i think is a wonderful thing. And yesterday i went to church for this week Sunday service. Played the piano. Gosh my skills is very rusty now. But its been a while. Ok, i stop here before i say something even boring. Well my life is not that interesting to be written in a blog.

“love your neighbour as yourself” matthew 22:39.

See? i cannot hate you for hating me.

p/s- ‘she’ sms’ed me few days ago. Is it just me or.. well who knows? i don’t mind =) heheh bad ningkan.

the start of something not-really-new

2010-07-11T04:00:00.001-07:00

well the semester breaks just ended. sigh~ first night at the campus after a very long holiday is somehow hard.

holiday has been great i guess. and now the holiday is ended and i start writing again. i wonder why?. i suppose holiday after all is still a holiday right? somehow you just dont have any will or strength to face the computer and write.

so heres the deal. now im back at my lovely(whatever) campus. having a nervous breakdown. i dont know what are the causes. but i think because of i have no clue what to do.

tomorrow will start class. will start sibuk2, busy2. great –.-’’

i dont feel comfortable. i feel awkward.

later peeps.

TM-NE* STREAMY*

2010-04-25T19:50:00.000-07:00

in my whole entire life, tmne* streamy* is one of the most ridiculous things i had ever encounter.

when it comes to telling people how slow is the internet provided by that anak emas kerajaan, ive become speechless.

so heres the thing. my house using TMNE* STREAMY* internet provider (no other choice, the government sayang melampau with this company).

and we supposingly using the fair 512kb internet connection. but what do we Got??? 175bytes per seconds downloads. that is less than 0.01% effectiveness or whatever thing u want to call it.

that is super slow. what i meant by slow is real slow. like the dial-up connection or worst!

MALAYSIA WANTS TO BE internet hub????

read my lips = NEVER IN A GAZILLION YEARS!!!!

PLEASE la streamy* .PEOPLES WASTED their money. and YOU?? what YOU DO??

DUDUK beside the government bermanja-manja, beramas mesra, dapat duit, or whatever things you want to call it.

Im not anti-government. in fact im the least people out there to be an anti government. but if things continue like this. when i turned 21 (which will be in a few months), no votes for ya~~~~

other countries have super fast internet connection, and we Malaysia?? masih lagi mendayung sampan?? HELLO!!! other countries is now using some sort of fast ship that can turn to TRANSFORMER (ok thats just the most suitable metaphor i can think of now)

Government if only you allow outside ISP company to set up their base in Malaysia (see im still type our country's name start with the capital letter M) and not afraid of friendly competition, Malaysia would be in a new level. but i knw it is simply not possible. well that is how the government works right?

I dont know why YOU(government) must give a dam* to that jalan macam siput company (you-know-who).

Well i might live in a rural areas (well thats what ppl say la), but ppl here deserve better. Not im my town only, but in any other town as well.

fuhhh- so much for a first posting after a long holiday of exam period~~~

ps- still tryin my luck complaining at tmne*

Haiyoo..

2010-04-12T03:17:00.001-07:00

Since this week is study week i will not be updating.

I got lots of things to share.

But maybe after my last paper, i will try to fit in sometime to update.

Till then, happy exam to all my friends!!

READ MY LIPS, MARK MY WORDS!

2010-03-23T03:35:00.001-07:00

To my ~~so called-friend~~,

screw you! i dont need another jacka**. If you are ‘terasa’ to what i just write, well thats good because thats the main reason why am i writing these.

And please do not tell me ~~what i can or cannot write in here~~. Period.

To all ~~second year polymer senior~~,

screw u too!! because of your laziness to come to the full rehearsel, we junior have to come again tonight for another ~~lame full rehearsal~~.

Because of your stupid plan to not to come to the bloody full rehearsal, we juniors have to pay the price.

To these peoples i mentioned above, thanks for making my life ~~miserable~~!!!

(MAXIMUM STRESS) im so pissed off.

My New Hobby

2010-03-14T06:52:00.001-07:00

So recently PPKT USM finally unblock youtube.

Thanks to that, i found a new hobby.

Now i like to watch ‘parody’ video.

Well i dont know the meaning of parody is (ill refer my dicty later) but one thing i know for sure is that it is super funny.

In parody video usually, a people will imitate famous people action, do famous singer video clip, sing a funny lyric with the same melody.

It is funny. and awesome.

You guys can go to youtube and try to watch one. My favourite would be the videos from the venetian princess. go search her name on youtube.

Trust me you wont regret it. Maybe after that, we will share the same hobby.

ps- i dont even know why im posting this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!

2010-03-12T19:53:00.001-08:00

i want to dedicate this post to my beloved friend grace who turned 20 yesterday. (yeah join the club grace)

puluh2 sdah umur kita.. bukan lagi belas2.. hehe..

Grace now takin med in usm.. yeah my friend is a future doctor!

So let me talk a lil bout grace. she’s a huge fan of disney’s stars (from mickey to jonas brothers to miley cyrus.. you name it)

seriously even if she is 20. (i know u gonna kill me after this grace because mjatuhkan saham kau.. heheheh).

she is very friendly but when she is in bad mood.. gosh.. guys, just beware of her hand because you might got free body-glove brand on your face.

no la.. kidding.. jgn mrah yer grace (btrip semenanjung)…

anyway, grace is an awesome girl.. and as far as i know, she is still single.. so guys, you can contact me if interested. lol (definitely shes gonna give me the body-glove brand on my handsome face)

Oo yeah. want to say Happy birthday to Agnes A1 also.. and my roomate William.. GOD BLESS Y’ALL..

so here is somethin for you grace.

Entropy in my thought&feeling.. (just pretend u understand it)

2010-03-10T06:32:00.001-08:00

so here i am, so kepoh2 writing what goes around in my thought now.

before i go further in letting out all my thought, here is a friendly reminder:'

‘THIS POST MIGHT CONTAINS HYPERBOLIC OR METAPHOR SENTENCES. SO ITS UP TO YOU READERS HOW YOU WANT TO INTERPRET IT AS IT IS NON OF MY BUSINESS’

i wonder where should i start?

let me put it simple,

if you and someone sort of agree to bake a chocolate cake then both of u go and bake a chocolate cake,

then suddenly out of nowhere the person tell you i dont want to eat chocolate cake la.. i want cheese cake because ~~george clooney~~ likes to eat cheese cake and he is a really cool guy... (this one is not true ah except the fact that he is a cool guy)

but then the thing is, the chocolate cake is 90% done alrdy.

How on earth you can change the chocolate cake into cheese cake?

Maybe can bake another one but why dont just simply tell ……………………………… rite?? (fill in the blank with an appropriate answer)

and just like that, everythin u put your trust into vanished into thin air~~

Hopefully i ‘baked’ the right decisions.

Update

2010-03-08T02:45:00.001-08:00

yeah im bounded by the ‘bloggers rule’ which is to keep my blog updated. ok whatever-i made it myself since i dont know where to start.

and yeah ive changed my blog themes a.k.a skin. the old one is too old already. and i found out that the colour (black&white) really hurts my eyes.

so enough with that. so here are the updates of what i have been doin since the beginning of the year 2010.

First,

Taekwondo USM Open!!! well im not the contestants. Obviously~

Im one of the committee members. Yeah. it is a pain in the a**. Hopefully it will be included in MyCsd or whatever because if its not---- im doin it for nothin.

Movin on….

MISSION TRIP!! pictures taken while waiting for the boat to Pulau Banding.

The scenery is awesome. Not to forget it was really hot! But its ok because enough sunlight means enough lightning = nice picture.

Heres another one.

Splendid!!!

This one up here is my favourite. Kudos to Dean and his Sony. He’s gettin better at these thing. Somehow this picture brings some i dont know,, i guess ‘classic’ feeling in me..ok whatever.

After MISSION trip is My birthday.

Its a humble yet very meaningful day. Wake up in the morning then read a msg from my mum.

It goes somethin like this-

“ Happy birthday, daddy&mummy loves you. We’ll keep u in our prayer………”

(Blush) come’on mum (blush)… im 20 alrdy!! LOL

Anyway, my CG make a birthday surprise for me.. Thanks Joshua.

2 days after my birthday, i went for 1 night cruise together with the PBBC church members. ngeeee (big smile here)

Thanks YB!! it was a new experience for me.

BON Voyage!!!

The so-called big ship. STAR CRUISE. FYI, this is the smaller version of star cruise.

Let me see.. after the cruise would be the WUS expo. Tiring day. Almost reach my boiling point. But things goes on smoothly. Thanks to my teammates!! Go klug&Laurus (so called companys name)

Anyway, that is not my actual height ah.. i just stand down a lil’bit so that everyone’s face is in the pictures. As usual, i look smashing.

Signing off for now. Later peeps.

TAKE A SHOWER BEFORE YOU GET IN THE PLANE.

2010-02-18T21:58:00.001-08:00

(CNN) -- Air travelers already have to deal with unruly passengers, excessively talkative ones and many other types who make flying miserable.

But a new low may just have been reached for weary road warriors: The overwhelmingly smelly passenger.

A man on Jazz Air, a regional airline in Canada that also serves U.S. cities, was reportedly kicked off a plane earlier this month because of his strong body odor.

"People were just mumbling and staring at him," said a woman who sat near the man, according to The Guardian, a newspaper in Charlottetown, Prince Edward Island, where the flight originated on February 6. It was a very uncomfortable situation, she added.

Another passenger described the smell as "brutal."

Jazz Air spokeswoman Manon Stuart confirmed that a passenger was "deplaned" from the flight, but she could not provide specific information about the person involved or the reason why he was asked to leave because of privacy issues.

SERIOUSLY?? SO ANYONE WITH A BRUTAL SMELL, PLS CONSIDER TO TAKE A SHOWER BEFORE ENTERING THE PLANE OR ELSE YOU MIGHT DEPLANED FROM THE FLIGHT.

the thing about good deeds

2010-02-17T20:08:00.001-08:00

^{‘ 9}Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. ¹⁰Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.’ Galatians 6:9,10

Not significant

2010-01-31T09:16:00.001-08:00

meaningless, pointless and hopeless

i make no difference.

right choice? yeah maybe. maybe not.

conclusion: i could not find one.

solution: ill have to think about it.

Dear Roomates,

2010-01-27T07:41:00.001-08:00

its too loud (the musics) .. can you pls keep it down??

i need to study. i hope u guys can understand.

me myself try my best to keep everythings low so that u guys will not be interrupt.

one more thing, 1 am is a wee bit late to make noises. its sleep hour.

im begging.

p/s- i need to concentrate~ i want to be in dean’s list also.

Dusun Language : Interesting+Complex

2010-01-17T10:02:00.001-08:00

I am Dusunese. But im not so good when it comes to speaking in dusun language. Yeah it such a shame. i know~ im tryin hard to master the language.

But the thing is, the language itself is very complex. But i know it shudnt be an excuses for me to not be able to speak in my mother-tongue.

Here what i found when i strolling around the net that can show u guys how complex Dusun language is… but then for me it is very intersting.

podsu' = bathe = mandi
Kaino mongoi podsu' = Mari pergi mandi
nopodsu' = bathed in = mandi dengan/dalam
Nopodsu' po iyau do burutak = Dia bermandi lumpur
Pinodsu' =bathe by = dimandikan oleh
Pinodsu' i tanak di tina' dau = Anak itu dimandikan oleh ibunya
kopopodsu' = has just bathed = baru lepas mandi
Kopopodsu' ku = Saya baru lepas mandi
nokopodsu' = bathed/had bathed = sudah mandi
Nokopodsu' oku no = Saya sudah mandi
mimpodsu' = bathing = sedang mandi
Mimpodsu' i tanak = Anak itu sedang mandi
motipodsu' = about to bathe = akan segera/hampir mandi
Motipodsu' no i tanak, om luyud no = Anak itu hampir mandi, lalu banjir datang
sipodsu' = want to bathe = ingin mandi
Alasu', sipodsu' oku no = Panas, saya ingin mandi.
kopodsuan = reason to bathe = sebabnya ingin mandi
Nunu kopodsuan nu'd hiti tu' osogit? = Mengapa awak perlu mandi di tempat yang sejuk ini?
kinopodsuan = reason to have taken his bath = sebabnya sudah mandi
Ohungos oku. Iri no kinopodsuan ku = Saya tidak selesa. Itulah sebabnya saya mandi.
podsuon (Noun) = place to bathe = tempat mandi
Honggo podsuon toko'? = Di mana kita mandi?
podsuon (Verb) = to bathe = mandikan...
Podsuon no i tanak = Mandikan anak itu.
pimpodsuan = usual place to bathe = tempat mandi biasa
Hiti no pimpodsuan dahai di gulu po = Inilah tempat kami biasa mandi dahulu

BAHASA JIWA BANGSA

lol.. now my blog looks more like my LKM400(BM) lecturer’s blog…

surrounded by future Dr.

2010-01-08T01:44:00.001-08:00

guess what i discovered in my phone memory yesterday.. (YEAH~ not the kinda guy who like checkin his pic folder)

Yes a picture. picture taken during ict4me competition back in my matrix year.

the guy in the middle is me. the 2 guys n the lady is my tutorial/teammates.

Well theres nothin great with the picture. taken with low megapixel handphone camera.

The thing that really amazed me is my friends (the 2 guys+ the lady).

All 3 of them is a future doctor. yepp.

Darryl (the guy on my right) is now takin his Med in UMS. Teng (the chines guy) is now takin his mEd in USM.

Marianna (obviously, the lady) is currently in UNiMas. Also takin Med. Crazy peoples huh?

And that guy in the middle is like really “tersesat”. LOL

An engineer?

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11

Christmas: The Waiting

2009-12-07T02:01:00.001-08:00

well, christmas is gettin nearer.. the heat is on!! i mean symbolically.. literally gettin colder.. not because of winter..i wish :( But because of the monsoon. at least the temperature suit the christmas mode..

Me, my brother & sisters has done our so-called ‘christmas tree annual project’

so heres the result.

A bit blur. Thanks to my 2mp camera phone.. how i wish i hav a Canon EOS that time .. i’ll send my letter to santa later. duh~

The Christmas Charity Dinner is on the way. Everyone r gettin busy.. dad with his paperworks & letters.. he told me that YB Max unable to come to the dinner..

Me and my bro & sis busy with the praise & worship.. Mum is busy with the food..

Anyway, i still got problem with some of the song.. still cannot press the rite chord. plus my yamaha broke down 2 weeks ago.. thanks a lot!

Last week me n the rest of the youth fellowship takin ‘sometime’ (or more like forever) to clean n decorate the church.. total 6 christmas trees to set up.

Tired but at the same time we were havin lots fun.

Home Sweet Home

2009-11-15T05:16:00.001-08:00

Happy. Excited. You name it.. Theres nothin better than my own bed.

My grandma told me im gettin skinnier. I lost 6kg. I’ll let usm’s cafe took all the blame..

When it comes to foods, my mum is simply the best. Im lovin it! 2 days alrdy im at home and i gained 1kg alrdy. See?

Anyway, yesterday went to church for sunday service rehearsel, NO musician!! My goodness, only me n a friend.. he took the bass.. but everythin went well..

TOday,Sunday, lucky got another friend who can play the drum.. eventhough during the DUSUN song, he suddenly n drastically changed the tempo, overall, it is still ok considering we didnt have time to practise together..plus, he’s not a drummer,, well thanks to my bro who went back to KB and didnt join us for this week service.. he supposed to play the drum.! or the guitar.. or the bass.. or whatever. Alvin, u cant go anywhere after this.. hahaahaha,..

Lookin forward for lots of lots o f christmas activities. Cant wait for christmas carol. Christmas dinner, Christmas eve, bla bla bla, the list goes on and on..

Now waitin for my sis to come home.. after that we’re gonna do the christmas tree project.. decorating the house.. cant wait!!

Anyway, to my friends, FRANKIE and KATTRYCHIA,,, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY GUYS!!

Nway,, this is the only pic us with cakes available in my lappy,,, photo of younger dean n younger toh holdin a cake.... oh how i miss those years where everyone are young n innocent.. sigh,..

Service Currently Not Available Pal

2009-11-11T02:06:00.001-08:00

Just when feel like i really needed a friend, the one that im counting on is not at my back.

Got better things to do.

Let me guess, P**2010..

shoot me.

Me? Disappointment all over myself.

Almost Done

2009-11-06T21:22:00.001-08:00

well this week was very tough for me.. not enough sleep.. not enough eat… im basically physically n emotionally so tired.. duh~

EXAM week was brutal.. started with material enginrg paper.. a lot of ppl told me that its an easy paper to score.. but i dont know how or why this year’s are lot harder than it used to be (i blame mr.Apex).. and i didnt do very well.. next is math.. my biggest enemies since the day i learn to read … but then surprisingly i think ive done better in my maths compare to my materials… u see how bad my material is??

friday is the ultimate test for me,,, mechanics… wat in the world an ex-full-time-biology-student would take a mechanics subject?? only He knows why…lol.. anyway, this years format changed… no choices… have to answer all Q.. im doomed.. its terrible.. even worse than my material.. sorry to my lectures=JP,JC and Nicholas… i have let u guys down..

after the mechanics paper, having a mental breakdown…lol… i dont feel like eating,, i dont feel like enjoying my ‘almost finish’ exam… even HOw I met Ur mOther epi6 cannot cheer me up.. skipped 4 meal alrdy..

now i just need to focus on my last paper.. hopin to not do the same mistakes again= failing… prayed dat i will do better.. to u guys n girls that still have paper to sit, ALL THE BEST!!!

Annoyed

2009-10-28T10:07:00.001-07:00

i want to keep my blog as clean as possible but based on what happen last nite, i have to speak it out..

my dad used to told me that the world outside got different types of people.. i think i encountered one unique type here in usm: the one who like to brag-the one who thinks that he is the best.

never in my whole entire life i meet/encounter someone who r very proud of him/herself.. i mean proud at maximum level.. well everyone normally being proud at a normal level but this one is very ‘over the top’.

yeah i know ur from ‘that’ sch**l.. but that doesnt give u a free ticket to say something/look down on me.. i know you are fast- learner, clever, good in everythin..bla..bla.. but still you are not PERFECT and you dont have the right to say anythin u want say. U know nothin bout me and please dont act like u know everythin.. that’ll just make u look stup**.

use ur brain when u want to say somethin, not just ur mouth.. u might think that its a joke or whatever, but others might thnk the other way.

well maybe its just the way u are,, or ur nature to act like that,, if so, i feel terribly sorry for u and everyone who knows u (me included). here’s and advice for ya.. wat u say is wat u eat n is wat gonna kill u.

watever u do, wherever u r rite now, if u happen to read this, im sorry. im sorry that i dislike the way u act. i know i dont have the right to judge u and i dont want to do that.. but u r a human with a complex brain that can think properly.. u shud know when u say somethin wrong.

CG dinner

2009-09-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

i knw its kinda late to post these things but i still want to write bout this.. so on 14th of sept.. me n goodness CG mmbers went for a dinner in MFM in Juru auto city.. yes it is expensive n exclusive(maybe)...
i followd chee koon's car (purple persona) ( i repeat purple persona)..
then we stop at the campus atm.. after i withdrw money,, a very funny thing happen..
i went inside the wrong car.. not chee koon's purple persona.. its other people's black persona... men,, it is really embrsg.. n i dunno y am i posting it in my blog.. its against my nature..

ok,, enuf with the purple-black-persona-embrsng-moment..

the food is 'alright'..
i eat like theres no tmrw.. (wat?? i dun want 2 waste my money)
ohya,, btw, we also celebrated {chee koon, dean, joshua chan}'s birthday,.. yeah2 u guys gettin old..

so heres a pic,damn, i look smashing... the rest... ermm ok la... (hehe..)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the birthday boySS
HAPPY EMBARASSING-DAY to me..
HAPPY FULL-DAY too everyone..

CHarLIe For You

2009-09-13T10:08:00.000-07:00

ok... as i promised to joy.... here's a poem about charlie..
well u guys know wat is charlie rite??
do i need to explain who the heck is charlie is??
for usm students,, go check the papan knyataan at ur respectives blok..
got a lot of 'poster' about charlie.. he's a very famous 'guy'

charlie loves joy,
charlie loves me,
charlie loves lembaran ppl,
charlie loves jaya ppl,
charlie loves everyone (except JP)..
No one can deny charlie's love....

charlie kiss joy,
charlie kiss me,
charlie kiss all the boys
charlie kiss all the girls
charlie's kiss is for everyone.. (except JP)
leaving a memorable marks...

charlie, u'r the only one for joy
charlie, u'r the only one for me,
the only one for each n every ppl here in the land of wisdom (except JP)

charlie,
u fly, u creep, u swim to get to me..
u "endure" all the obstacles of death just to go near to my precious skin..
how big is ur love for us.. (except for JP)

charlie,
dont ever stop loving joy,
dont ever stop loving me,
dont ever stop loving everyone..
for without u, we are not who we r supposed to...
(well, except for JP)

charlie,
joy got one wish,
i got one wish,
everyone else got one same wish..
from now on,
we wished that,
u can love JP, as much as u love joy (or even more)
u can kiss JP, as much as u kiss joy (or even more!)
for time is running out...
(all right reserved)

there u goo.. Jp might kill me after this... so ppl, if sumthin happen to me, i want donate all my stuff n money to persatuan pencinta charlie cwangan parit buntar... hehe
joy- u hav to blanja me makan after this..
if i publish this poem maybe theres a chance i got Nobel award in literature... lol..
To JP,,, my deepest apologize... it just came out from my crazy mind..
larikk......

another teusday..

2009-09-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

today i woke up a bit late.. 7.30am.. last nite rained heavily.. i sleep very well..
8am i got maths lecture(sigh)..
took my shower n go to kuliah...
40% of the maths lecture i was totally lost.. i cannot see wat the dr.si*a wrote infront.. fourier series.. bla..bla..bla.. almost fell asleep during the kuliah.. well not just me.. everyone else does..
after that, went to materials lecture.. dr.v arrived late.. but she didnt waste her time (n ours).. the moment she put her first footsteps into the hall, she start teaching... her mouth like the fountains of knowledge..speaks knowledge.. n some new things for me..
after that went to kedai mahasiswa to buy some things.. food.. maggi supply (proud to be the members of persatuan budak2 kesian makan maggi) (persatuan under JoshuaPrakash) LOL.. jgn marah yer...
went back to room.. study statics a bit.. fell asleep.. then herman sms'ed.. ask me to look for a senior bicycle in front of lemb cafe.. (darn... i was about to dream)haha.. then ill go to lemb cafe.. n i didnt see any green bicycle.. feel so sorry for the senior,, but wat can i do..
go back to my room.. straightaway to my best friend (my pillow n bed).. sleep until 4 n then continue with statics.. hav my dinner at 6.30pm..
then comes the biggest event for the day... my taekwndo test!!!
went to DU early to practise for my movement.. still worried bout my leg... prayed a lot before the test,,, and the test went smoothly.. THANKS LORD!!! thanks isaac for the "minyak urut".. went back to room.. shower.. then blogging..
ermm.. gotta get back to my mathss.. or else i will sleep at the next math lecture..

the next chapter : USM

2009-09-09T09:19:00.000-07:00

its been a while since the last time i update my blog.. well to make it short,, i managed to secured a spot in USM engineering campus.. yes.. im shocked too (the fact that im a biology students).. the orientation week is very relaxed.. matrix's is more hell for me..
nway, enuff bout dat..

erm.. did i mention dat my friend Dean also got the same Uni as me.. were both are happy..

the first 2 weeks in usm is very hard for me.. i miss sabah, my friends(lucky got dean) n my family... but i managed to carry on..

one thing that i really like about this campus is the Christians Fellowship.. its the best thing for me here in campus.. all the seniors are very caring.. at the same time, their knowledge of God's words is awesome.. thru CF i can serve God,, i can play the piano n being in the worship teams which i have prayed a lot before i come here... CF makes me realise that God never leave His peoples.. i can say dat i've been pretty active in CF and i really like to do that.. now i hav a lot of brothers and sisters in Christ..

my study here is quite alright.. i prayed to God that i can do even better.. some of the subjects is killin me but im still holdin on.. n i knw it takes faith... less sleep maybe... more focus.. ive joined the taekwondo n i injured my leg during practise.. now i cannot do the turning kick properly.. hopefully it will not cause any problem during the taekwndo test...

basically, that are the few things i can say during the first 2month im in usm.. theres a lot of other story but due to my neverending assignment, ill have to stop now,,, ill keep my blog updated from now on.. LATER.. GOd bless!!

Done with KML, Back to KM

2009-04-20T23:54:00.001-07:00

well, here i am, back home again..
finished my study at Labuan Matriculation College.
its been a hell lot of fun studying there.. and not to forget the massive amount of stress pumping thru my body..
Im gonna miss everything, everyone..
To all my friends, its so nice to know u all.. lookin forward to see u guys again..

KML has changed me a lot.
(yeah, i know its sounded 'jiwang' and emo as well) hehhehe...

One things for sure,,
for this 2months holiday,,
i wanna live my life to the fullest..
i wanna hav fun with my friends..
i wanna eat till my mouth tired to chew things (mee sup KB,, here i come!!!!)
i wanna use my finger playing music to its max
i wanna use myself to serve God till i drop..
wat else??
i dunno...

anyway,, the temperature in KM is way hotter than in the Isle of Labuan.. i wonder why??
ohh,, i forgot,,, the effect of global warming i guess..

THE BIG DAY...

2009-03-22T20:10:00.000-07:00

i can see it coming..
and this time i'll show everyone how it really works..